Variables

Thoughts, thoughts and more thoughts

Sometimes, it’s of you, other times it’s the equation without you

And other times it’s the X with you in the equation

The X that was never wanted, the X I always tried to forget

Always kept constant, even though the past was a good place

I think of the Y, the Y’s and Y’s

Y the X is always present, Y can’t the equation

B and Y can’t Y disappear so I can C

Y can’t I experience  P so I feel free

Just Y and X, past and thoughts,

The world of methods, the world where I can’t be seen

But I remember me, who I stand for

A mass of ongoing reactions, anger, sadness, wickedness,

Jealousy, fear, shame…it can go on, because I am not any R

I need to catch some Z, so I can be Q’ed

U can be well assured of that.